Life is full of crap but its also filled with love..

hello again dear bloggers and followers of my blog..today im going to say about the title above...

so..there this one girl that i love and still love her...i mean she already had a boyfriend so im not supposed to disturb their happiness together..but my sole purpose is to help her if she had a problems or anything but as day goes by years come and go my feelings for her started to resurfacing or arise back from the grave of my hearts...

i know this is not good if i have a feeling for girl that already in a relationship but i ignore that feeling and tell myself to just forget it..i thought it went good until one day she just stop texting me and when i call her she doesn't pick up my calls and here i was feeling sad and worried that i had done something wrong that broke her heart...and at that exact moment i realize that i had not blocked my feelings toward her i just enhance it more and more until it raging like a wild beast that need to be fed...

so here i am waiting for any possible answers and possible reaction that occur..if she said that she have to stop be friend with me i'll go on with my life and tell her it had been a great time knowing her and all...if she said that she still want to be friends with me than i'll keep trying to push my feelings back until the right time to let it out and in the meantime i will always help her if she had a problems or anything cuz im willing to do almost anything for the girl that i love and will not let her go off my sight...cuz that what is life is...

LIFE FULL OF HARSH THING THAT CAN BREAK OUR HEART LIKE A THIN LAYER OF GLASS BUT IF WE FIND THE RIGHT ANGLE OF LIFE WE CAN TASTE THE SWEETNESS OF LOVE IN THIS WORLD ....

TWO MORE WEEKS AND IM DEAD...

OK HELLO EVERYONE ITS BEEN A WHILE SINCE I LAST UPDATED MY BLOG..

WELL THAT WAS MY FAULT I SUDDENLY GIVE UP ON BLOGGING REGULARLY..BUT HERE I AM..STILL ALIVE AND WALKING TO HUNT EVERY SOUL THAT HAUNT THIS EARTH..LOL..

EVERYONE MUST WONDER WHY THE FRICKING HELL IM WRITING WITH CAPSLOCK ON RIGHT..??WELL FOR THE ANSWERS IS I DONT KNOW FOR SURE MY SELF BECAUSE IM JUST BORED AND ITS ALREADY 2 AM IN THE MORNING..RIDICULOUS HUH RIGHT..WELL WHAT TO DO LIFE NEVER STOP TO SURPRISE US IN THE FUTURE..EITHER THT SURPRISES IS GOOD OR BAD..WE JUST HAD TO DEALT WITH IT..

AND THE OTHER THINGS THAT I WANT TO SAY IS..IN JUST ANOTHER 14 DAYS I WILL TAKE MY SPM EXAMINATION AND IM STILL BLOGGING AND PLAYING GAMES AND SHIT..WELL THATS MY WAY OF TAKING CARE OF STRESS FROM MY EXAM I DONT KNOW ABOUT YOU PEOPLE.. DIFFERENT PEOPLE GOT DIFFERENT WAYS OF TAKIN CARE OF STRESS..AND MIND IS A LITTLE A BIT DIFFERENT AND UNIQUE AND KINDA WEIRD..

WELL...I JUST FOUND OUT THT I CAN MAKE A VIDEO CALL USING FACEBOOK AND IT WAS AWESOME AND NICE AND THE SHIT...IT WAS FREE AND EASY TO USE...SO THANKS A LOT MARK ZUCKERBERG FOR INTRODUCING THIS AWESOME APP TO US..IT PROVES TO BE VERY USEFUL..

THAT IS ALL FOR TODAY..I HOPE THAT WHOEVER READ MY BLOG AND FOLLOW IT FOUND IT ENJOYABLE AND INTERESTING...ALTHOUGH IT MAY HAVE SEEM QUITE BORING AND LAG OF INTERESTING FACT OR HUMOUR..BUT IM SORRY THATS ALL I CAN MANAGE TO WRITE IN ONE NIGHT AND IM FUCKING SLEEPY RIGHT NOW..SO C YA..AND HAPPY HOLIDAYS...

ITS SPM BITCH